So, for the most part things are clear between me and Amberlee. I am glad. Now I have to wait for Ian's verdict to come in, then I need to stop fucking myself up and get on Epival.
I know that I'm at a point in my life where I can either go downhill, let my life become complete shit, and become a hopeless addict, or else I can try to smooth out this road and try to make something of myself. Option one would be the easy way out, but there is nothing in it for anyone for me to do that.