Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,


She's finally going to go see someone to get meds for her lung infection. I'm glad. I know she's scared but not being able to breathe is even scarrier.
Sometimes I worry that she doesn't like me. She keeps saying that I don't like her. :(
I know we're still feeling each other out; I know we still have to learn each others quirks. I think I'm just not used to her sense of humour maybe?
I'm afraid that I'm going to do something really stupid to piss her off. I've done it before and totally ruined relationships over it. But I think we're both understanding people and we just need to trust each other a little more.
I don't want her to feel that I'm abandoning her but I need to get away for awhile. I'm seriously considering my week long visits to different cities. If Marc was serious about taking me to California, I'm going. While I'm gone, this means I don't get to see mam either. I'm not usually home much in the summer anyway.
*Hugs* I'm glad for this opportunity to get to know you and build a home with you.

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