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R.I.P. [May. 21st, 2010|03:18 pm]
[Current Location |my house]
[Current Mood |melancholysentimental]
[Current Music |Pūt Vējiņi]

Today would have been mana vecmāmiņa's 85th birthday, if she had lived. Yesterday we committed her's and my grandfather's ashes to the ground.

"Tu gribe?" (My mother asked if I wanted some of the ashes.)
"Nē. (Jo mana kārta būs, ja tas ir jums, kas ir pagājis)."

That's really the only time I cried yesterday.

Right now, I am burning an insense that reminds me of her. And "Pūt Vējiņi" playing on in my head.

I'm drawn ever closer to my heritage; I believe as a respect for mana vecmāmiņa's life. It appears to be affecting my mother and aunt in the same way.

I'm practicing speaking Latvian to the cat. Heh.

[User Picture]From: momiji_neyuki
2010-05-22 01:20 am (UTC)
I'm sorry i haven't been a very good friend lately. I have been so wrapped up in my own problems that i forgot about your grief. Please forgive me.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-05-22 04:20 am (UTC)
I know the power of depression; I hold nothing against you.
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[User Picture]From: gallius
2010-05-22 02:25 am (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-05-22 04:22 am (UTC)
Thank you.
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[User Picture]From: love_war_snow
2010-05-22 04:07 am (UTC)
hugs. Did you get a cat?
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-05-22 04:21 am (UTC)
I am taking care of xlife_n_deathx's cat until she can get back on her feet.

Edited at 2010-05-22 04:22 am (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: love_war_snow
2010-05-22 04:27 am (UTC)
Ah I see I somehow missed that. I knew you once had your sister's cat but then I got lost. What a great friend you are.
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[User Picture]From: xlife_n_deathx
2010-05-22 05:26 pm (UTC)
What a great friend you are.
She's the best friend I've ever had and probably ever will. I don't know what I'd do without her.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-05-22 10:04 pm (UTC)
Aww, thanks Steph. *hugs*

You are so under-valued by all the people around (ie. close proximity) you. :(
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-05-22 10:02 pm (UTC)
Oh yeah, then my sister got her own place so I have been cat-less for just under a year. But now I have Gizmo to keep me company for the time being.
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