Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

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So I think I've figured it out...

At least a bit.

I figured out why I'm doing what I'm doing now; why I won't be in a deep relationship for some time and why it's not what's right for me at this time. All of my past relationships, I tried to wind myself too tightly in with the other person's life when they/we weren't ready for it. So when I pulled away, I ended up causing damage, tearing apart. So I think now I'm trying to learn to be intimate without smothering - something which has a lot to do with learning to recognise my dependant traits.

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