Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

Was it out of pity?
Poor guy, he built a 3 hour fantasy out of something that didn't even last 20 seconds...
Last night I had an excuse, I was drunk. Tonight was... I'm still trying to figure that out... Maybe I'm too nice and didn't want to reject him? It felt like I was just kind of letting him use me to build on his fantasies and that I wasn't really an active part of it. Like, it wasn't like I wasn't doing anything, more like I was just completely emotionally detached. It was really odd. Maybe like an anticlimax...after years and years of flirting and lusting and sexual tension for it to come to something as pathetic as this?

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