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Realization [Oct. 11th, 2008|12:41 pm]
So, I've come to the realisation that when my bpd flares up, my mind filter goes out the window. What I mean by "mind filter" is that in most situations, if my thoughts start taking a negative turn, I can just tell them to fuck off or shut up. Well, I lose that ability when my bpd is triggered. It feels like I have mental tourettes. (ie I don't say the things I'm thinking aloud.)
Anyway, just thought it might be relevant.

(x-posted to borderline)

From: springdaisyk
2008-10-13 08:08 am (UTC)
I don't have it in relation to anger so much, but more paranoid thoughts... she hates me etc and I just can't get my mind to stop thinking about it.

Anyway, I was wondering if you'd mind if I added you?
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2008-10-13 09:23 pm (UTC)
Sure thing. I'll add you back when I get home.
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