||[Oct. 10th, 2008|01:13 pm]
My anxiety is so bad today. I keep feeling like I am going to spontaneously breakdown at random moments. I have no idea why, since I am in a safe place, surrounded by people who love and care about me. Hmm, maybe it's being around people (ie. more than one). But it wasn't like this on Wednesday (at choir practice). Grr. I really don't know. Maybe it's just my body having a chemical freak-out (it's done that before).
I am going to try to relax and enjoy my time here. I really hate feeling like this, on the verge of losing control. :(