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Quizon. [Apr. 7th, 2008|11:13 pm]
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What does it say about the people who let you get away with over-dosing?
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[User Picture]From: loccster
2008-04-08 06:32 am (UTC)
Too broad a question, need more specifics and circumstance
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2008-04-09 03:46 pm (UTC)
Specifically, people (friends/family) who find out I had just overdosed and take no action.
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[User Picture]From: xlife_n_deathx
2008-04-08 10:03 pm (UTC)
I guess it depends on what you mean. Did they know you were going to overdose and not stop you? Are we referring to doctors who didn't offer help after said overdose?
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2008-04-09 03:45 pm (UTC)
Not doctors, no. Specifically: a friend, a boyfriend, a girlfriend, my mom... my uncle too, but I know what his motives were. They only found out after the act, but didn't make me go to hospital or anything. Then again, the two people who did "rat me out", I was so angry at them, even though they did the "right" thing.
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[User Picture]From: xlife_n_deathx
2008-04-10 07:48 pm (UTC)
So they knew you took a bunch of pills, but didn't take you to the ER?
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2008-04-10 09:12 pm (UTC)
Yeah.
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[User Picture]From: xlife_n_deathx
2008-04-11 04:28 am (UTC)
Well, that says a lot. It says that maybe they don't really care. Actually, that's exactly how I'd take it, that they don't care if you die. I feel a sense of rage, especially since I've experienced something just as fucked up.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2008-04-11 02:16 pm (UTC)
I was thinking that maybe (at least in my mom's case) that they didn't really know what to do. The one friend, I think he was kind of too pussy to get involved that way (or something). My ex bf... he hadn't been in that kind of situation before, but it was because of him that I had ODed. Ex gf just phoned to ask if I was alright. Maybe she didn't car, maybe she wasn't worried. I don't know.

Sorry of r kind of answering my own question. It's one of those things I need help thinking.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2008-04-09 03:42 pm (UTC)
Oh, don't worry. I haven't in over a year now. And have even successfully resisted a compulsion to since. This question is based on past experience.
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