*sigh* I missed a pill last night. That's what happens when you can't sleep for 2 nights I guess. God, I can't control what I'm feeling right now. That might be why my perception is what it is right now and I'm so cranky. Or it might just be PMS. Fuck this! Fuck it! I HATE this! *screams!*
Last night my sister came upstairs to tell me something and I was already asleep. I guess I fell asleep around 10pm. I only slept for 8:30am-11:30am on Thursday morning, and from 2am to 6am Friday morning. It was nice that she told me that she was glad that I was sleeping. I'm still so fucking tired tho, and I haven't even begun to study for my exam on Monday >:(
God, I feel sick. I feel really really sick. Everyone seems to be going through troubles and trials and triumphs (if only small ones) and all I am is tired and mental. As soon as I finish this post, I am going to go lock myself in the room for the rest of the night so that I don't end up in an arguement with anyone. What I do in there doesn't matter. Either sleep, cry, or try to study.
Don't worry. I'll get through it this time. I look like I have leprosy on one of my fingers, but tht's what I get for making things worse and not leaving them be.
I've been having terrible dreams. All the them end out alright, but still they are horrible. Perhaps I will post them when I get more time or if I can't sleep tonight.
Right now I feel alone, and indeed I am.