Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,
Peripheral
nineveh_rains

Happy birfday to mee.

Okay, so I'll be 26. I've been a member of the quarter century club for an entire year now! And it has been over 3 years since I graduated uni, was institutionalized, was homeless, and nearly burned down Ed & Elaine's house. I have no idea what I have done in three years. Existing, I guess.
Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes. You may or may not know that my birthday is a confusing day for me. I usually feel a combination of excitement and depression. Excited, I don't know why really, and the depression, well, it's horrible, but I end up thinking, "I'm still alive?" Anyway, knowing that all of you are thinking of me really helps. ♥

Something confusing happened to me today. So, in July, my father totally forgot about Leah's birthday. He even talked to her online the day before. Well, today I get an email from him saying that he ordered something for me, and then in a separate email sent me the order confirmation. I can't figure out why. I really can't. He likes Leah; he has a functional relationship with Leah, but he forgets her birthday and makes sure to remember mine??? As if I wasn't confused enough already. *sigh* I'm not complaining really. I just don't understand.

Okay, so I don't know if I'll have time to update for a few days. I have plans from tomorrow til Sunday. Just letting you know so no one worries.

*hugs*
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