Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes. You may or may not know that my birthday is a confusing day for me. I usually feel a combination of excitement and depression. Excited, I don't know why really, and the depression, well, it's horrible, but I end up thinking, "I'm still alive?" Anyway, knowing that all of you are thinking of me really helps. ♥
Something confusing happened to me today. So, in July, my father totally forgot about Leah's birthday. He even talked to her online the day before. Well, today I get an email from him saying that he ordered something for me, and then in a separate email sent me the order confirmation. I can't figure out why. I really can't. He likes Leah; he has a functional relationship with Leah, but he forgets her birthday and makes sure to remember mine??? As if I wasn't confused enough already. *sigh* I'm not complaining really. I just don't understand.
Okay, so I don't know if I'll have time to update for a few days. I have plans from tomorrow til Sunday. Just letting you know so no one worries.