Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,
Peripheral
nineveh_rains

I think I have a grasp over the words at the moment, so I want to write down while I can.
I seem to substitute people. Currently substituting the religious influence in my life. I feel like I substitute my two best friends for each other whenever I am out of contact with either of them for an extended period of time. I'm not sure if this applies to lovers, but may be an explanation for "serial dating" (in the past).

Lyrics from "Indestructable", "Jenni's Song", "A Boy & His Machine Gun" (all by Matthew Good) keep running through my head:

We won't say a thing
While you give your life away
Give your life away
We won't say a thing
While you give your life away

---

were you dead way before tonight?
throw it back and stay awhile
i've seen red most of my little life
throw it back, we'll die awhile

i know what it means 'you got me'
we're not sick we just need it for the weekends
on mondays it's gone
i used to think i was invisible beside you'd crumble
you wait for it and you wait for it and it's gone
and you wake up and nobody knows
that i've loved you buried alive

----

So fuck you and your principles
Fuck whatever made me
Perhaps you think I'm evil
What does it matter if we're crazy?
Fuck you and your principles
Fuck whatever made me
Perhaps you think I'm evil
What does it matter if
Matter if we're crazy
Subscribe

  • Wishlist 2015

    Miscellaneous: Special crayons: Savvy Sand and Shady Gray RMT licensed massage xBox credit Pusheen: Donut Pusheen phone charm Marshmallow…

  • Wishlists 2014

    Licensed Massage Gelly Roll pens (any) Pusheen: Donut Pusheen phone charm Marshmallow Nap phone charm Medium Pusheen plush toy Pusheen emotion…

  • Sorry that it's not one of yours.

    Dear Mister Caroll Spinney, I have much love for you and all the work you have done. I hope you know how much you have influenced the lives of so…

  • Post a new comment

    Error

    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

  • 0 comments