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[Oct. 4th, 2007|02:06 pm]
Taken from spilledpills

20 Years Ago, I...
was five years old going on six. I would have just started grade one. I remember being depressed as early as this age.

15 years ago, I ...
was 10 going on 11 (I think). Was in middle school, and I loved it. First time that I had a group of friends.

10 years ago, I...
was 16, starving myself, suffering from major depression, discovered self-abuse, had my first boyfriend.

5 years ago, I....
was mid-way through my university years. I was living in the city of my birthplace and had an independant network of friends. With all of this going for me, I was still severely depressed and undiagnosed.

2 years ago, I...
had been living with the Anderson's for a year, was finally on a functional combination of meds.

1 year ago, I ...
took an airplane by myself for the first time, met my dear friend Kim, toured Seattle, roadtripped with my sister across the country.

So far this year, I've....
travelled to Seattle, Edmonton, and North Bay in less than 3 months; made a serious commitment; broke up with JGB; applied for regional housing.

Yesterday I....
watched Angel and SG-1, ran around to several stores with Michelle, had dinner with Michelle and her grandmother.

Today I...
was woken up by the dog barking.

Tomorrow I'll...
be socialising. (Once More With Feeling)

[User Picture]From: gallius
2007-10-04 06:19 pm (UTC)
hmm Interesting, sounds like the story of Merlin, he said he was living his life backwards towards birth. Hope you're doing alright chica.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2007-10-04 08:57 pm (UTC)
I don't feel like it's exactly that way. I feel more like I am trying to catch up on thing I missed out on as a child, so more like going backwards before I can move forwards.
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[User Picture]From: gallius
2007-10-05 07:56 am (UTC)
mmm I see, it's best to fully complete something if you want to move on.
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