Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

  • Mood:
  • Music:

More thinking

It would serve me right to fall in love with someoneand have them leave me. I mean, a full-blown serious relationship, not we've dated a few times and it isn't clicking. I always end up leaving first. My mom thinks this is because of my father treating me like crap.
I've broken enough hearts. Bring on the payback.
Or maybe I just want "proof" that I'm not good enough.
The only two rejections I've been through were only casual affairs; very easily written off.
Don't ask me why I feel I deserve this, I just do. I know it's fucked up; that's the way I am.

  • Wishlist 2015

    Miscellaneous: Special crayons: Savvy Sand and Shady Gray RMT licensed massage xBox credit Pusheen: Donut Pusheen phone charm Marshmallow…

  • Wishlists 2014

    Licensed Massage Gelly Roll pens (any) Pusheen: Donut Pusheen phone charm Marshmallow Nap phone charm Medium Pusheen plush toy Pusheen emotion…

  • Sorry that it's not one of yours.

    Dear Mister Caroll Spinney, I have much love for you and all the work you have done. I hope you know how much you have influenced the lives of so…

  • Post a new comment


    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened