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More for myself, but read if you want to [Apr. 2nd, 2007|10:35 pm]
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1. Difficulty reading the social and emotional messages in the eyes - People with AS don't look at eyes often, and when they do, they can't read them.
- I did a specific test for this (interpreting eye/facial expression)
2. Making literal interpretation - AS individuals have trouble interpreting colloquialisms, sarcasm, and metaphors.
- My friends know, I don't understand sarcasm
3. Being considered disrespectful and rude - prone to egocentric behavior, individuals with Asperger's miss cues and warning signs that this behavior is inappropriate.
- Not sure on this one. I may only perceive my actions to be as such.
4. Honesty and deception - children with Asperger's are often considered "too honest" and have difficulty being deceptive, even at the expense of hurting someone's feelings.
- Definately was an issue for me as a child. Yeah, I was a tattle-tale
5. Becoming aware of making social errors - as children with Asperger's mature, and become aware of their inability to connect, their fear of making a social mistake, and their self-criticism when they do so, can lead to social phobia.
- Social phobia often mimicks AS
6. A sense of paranoia - because of their inability to connect, persons with Asperger's have trouble distinguishing the difference between the deliberate or accidental actions of others, which can in turn lead to a feeling of paranoia.
- Definately have difficulty distinguishing intent
7. Managing conflict - being unable to understand other points of view can lead to inflexibility and an inability to negotiate conflict resolution. Once the conflict is resolved, remorse may not be evident.
- The whole "But, why?" drama
8. Awareness of hurting the feelings of others - a lack of empathy often leads to unintentionally offensive or insensitive behaviors.
- I don't believe that I lack empathy, I'm just socially awkward
9. Repairing someone's feelings - lacking intuition about the feelings of others, people with AS have little understanding of how to console someone or how to make them feel better.
- I often make things worse while trying to fix them
10. Recognizing signs of boredom - inability to understand other people's interests can lead AS persons to be inattentive to others. Conversely, people with AS often fail to notice when others are uninterested.
- I suck at entertaining; I have no idea what interests others in a particular situation
11. Introspection and self-consciousness - individuals with AS have difficulty understanding their own feelings or their impact on the feelings of other people.
- Hence the internal sense of confusion and turmoil.
12. Clothing and personal hygiene - people with AS tend to be less affected by peer pressure than others. As a result, they often do what is comfortable and are unconcerned about their impact on others.
- Comfort is priority one
13. Reciprocal love and grief - since people with AS have difficulty emotionally, their expressions of affection and grief are often short and weak.
- This symptom was explained away by throwing on the label of BPD
14. Understanding of embarrassment and faux pas - although persons with AS have an intellectual understanding of embarrassment and faux pas, they are unable to grasp concepts on an emotional level.
- Possibly why I don't understand most humour?
15. Coping with criticism - people with AS are compelled to correct mistakes, even when they are made by someone in a position of authority, such as a teacher. For this reason, they can be unwittingly offensive.
- See #9
16. Speed and quality of social processing - because they respond through reasoning and not intuition, AS individuals tend to process social information more slowly than the norm, leading to uncomfortable pauses or delays in response. This means that although the AS individual will tend to make a more reasoned and balanced understanding and/or decision, it can lead to the AS individual being told to use their 'common sense' to solve problems, a concept they cannot understand or use in the way a neurotypical person can.
- self-explanatory
17. Exhaustion - as people with AS begin to understand theory of mind, they must make a deliberate effort to process social information. This often leads to mental exhaustion.
- I experience "social exhaustion" after spending time with a group

Some of my responses may seem a bit shallow, but keep in mind that I do not have AS. I just posted this to explain why I was tested for it. This test took place in 2003.

[User Picture]From: xlife_n_deathx
2007-04-03 01:19 pm (UTC)
I experience "social exhaustion" after spending time with a group

As do I. Perhaps it's the fact that most people are idiots and for some reason I pick up on every single person's emotions. It's like an emotional overload. I have that enough when I'm by myself.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2007-04-03 09:24 pm (UTC)
I totally understand the emotional overload thing. Myself, I identify that aspect as being a part of BPD - the lack of identity bit. I absorb whatever emotions are going on around me, hence, if people are arguing, I will become upset, even though the arguement involves me in no way.
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