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[Mar. 22nd, 2007|10:19 am]
[Current Mood |worriedstormy]

There is a huge rainstorm happening outside. Lots of thunder; I haven't seen any lightning yet.

Finished reading The Prestige last night. Definately definately good!

Had an aggressive/violent dream again. It started off in a school setting. People would randomly walk up to me in the hallway and state, "I fucking hate you!" directly to my face. This bothered me like crazy because I had no idea what I did for these people to hate me. Eventually I took on one of the bullies. It didn't end things completely but at least I defended myself.
Later in the dream, I kept beating the crap out of my sister because she wouldn't spend 35cents to buy me a piece of melon. I kept screaming at her, "There's a difference between 35cents and $100!", while bashing her head in. I was just so angry and frustrated.
The end of the dream consisted of a huge flood. We had to rescue Brutus (Leah's cat) and Spencer (my step-sis's dog, IRL) before we could leave. Well, somehow Brutus turned into a chicken and Spencer became a horse. While we were waiting for the animals, Leah had to go trow up. I went over to look for Spencer and ended up causing this girl to lose her friend's cat. *sigh* [/dream]

I had set my alarm clock, as I have been terribly and inexplicably emotional lately. The first thing I thought when it went off was, "I don't remember setting that". But after I awoke, I remembered fully.
Gonna try to stay awake all day today. (I've been napping too much recently.) Started watching MI:3. Other plans include bathing and laundry. (Gonna try to relax after such stressful sleep.)

[User Picture]From: sprucemoose
2007-03-25 09:38 pm (UTC)
You did not tell me about bashing my head in? That's ok though. I feel more lonely the more I am out here. I kniw there was only you and Jen as my friends but it is getting harder each day. Just thought you would like to know. Come out here soon. Hurry July!!!!!!!!!
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