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Bitchy [Feb. 15th, 2007|07:45 pm]
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |Get Stoned - Hinder]

I still feel like shit.

It's too fucking cold to go out for a cigarette, but I don't think I want one anyway. I want to get stoned. I feel like throwing up and I have stomach cramps. I'm over-reacting to something that happened this morning. I am so angry about something someone tried to do nice for me. So pissed off. Irrational. So angry I have been shaking all day. Or maybe that's from residual withdrawl. What I do know is that I am physically addicted to my sedative. I used to be able to skip a night and just be tired from not sleeping. Definately can not do that anymore. Well, if we weren't snowed in, it would have been okay, cuz I would have just taken them when I was dropped off. But yeah, life is a bitch and she's got rabies. I'm still feeling really depressed and self-destructive, but so far I'm holding my own. I had a horrible dream last night and I really wish I could stop dreaming about that place.

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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2007-02-16 05:02 am (UTC)
Thanks for the hugbees, *sends some your way*.

Miss you!
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[User Picture]From: xlife_n_deathx
2007-02-18 08:12 am (UTC)
But yeah, life is a bitch and she's got rabies.

That's the perfect way to describe my life.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2007-02-18 06:20 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I thought that was kind of brilliant, if I may say so. :)
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