||[Oct. 29th, 2006|01:18 am]
My mood has been... different. I feel unstable, but not dangerously so. My eyes have been leaking, ie. tears have been coming out, but I am not crying, (or if I am it is totally emotionless).
I had a wonderful 2 days with my boyfriend. I felt loved and taken care of. What bothers me is that when I am apart from him I feel impatience and irritation towards him. I know this is BPD, but what I don't know is why; what is triggering this?
Anyway, I need to be getting ready for bed.