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Lately [Oct. 29th, 2006|01:18 am]
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My mood has been... different. I feel unstable, but not dangerously so. My eyes have been leaking, ie. tears have been coming out, but I am not crying, (or if I am it is totally emotionless).
I had a wonderful 2 days with my boyfriend. I felt loved and taken care of. What bothers me is that when I am apart from him I feel impatience and irritation towards him. I know this is BPD, but what I don't know is why; what is triggering this?
Anyway, I need to be getting ready for bed.
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[User Picture]From: blurrymirrors
2006-10-29 01:00 pm (UTC)
yeah its a weird thing huh? the whole way we react to out partners....*sigh* im still trying to figure it all out.im not dating anyone or have a crush on anyone so i feel *safe* but i know the time will come to get hurt and obsessed again but i wanna know what triggers it.but my intern sucks...grrrr...i miss you..wish you were here letting me sing the teaparty to you awhile you feel unstable *hugs* i love you girl
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2006-10-29 11:23 pm (UTC)
I miss you too. I love how passionate you are about the songs. *hugs*
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[User Picture]From: blurrymirrors
2006-10-29 11:50 pm (UTC)
i was SO sick too..like the peak of my sore throat and that energy drink made me go nuts for them it was fun!!

hahahahahah
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2006-10-29 11:24 pm (UTC)
Yeah, are you worried about post-partum at all? I think about it from time to time when I get the "motherly" urge.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2006-10-30 07:45 pm (UTC)
Sorry, I forgot you were on that. Yeah, I think that will help.
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