|Not doing so well.
||[Oct. 10th, 2006|07:36 pm]
I'm feeling really stressed about Leah moving. I'm really happy for her and I think this will be really good for her, but there are so many "ripple-effect" implications for this on me. Had an extra long therapy session cuz I was there early and I think it is the first time I ever ended the session. (Usually Mark says we are out of time.) A few good things happened on the way home: a kid leaned out of a school bus window to comment on my hair, and I saw two little kids hold hads to cross the street; it was cute.|
I'm not sure what I am going to do tonight. I have a few movies I can watch or I can read or play gameboy. I really just don't want to be me right now.
Oh yeah, my therapist told me two things I wanted to mention. The first was when I expressed a concern that my boyfriend and I might grow apart and he replied, "That is something that I worry about too, every time you come in here." :/
The second is that my mother under-estimates my level of maturity. I don't really feel too much about this, but thought it was significant.
For now, I am just going to catch up on LJ and email and try to relax.