Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

I've offered to help you several times and you said no. What makes you think I'll be there?
You've stuck it out so long, why give up now? I'm just so tired. I'm tired of trying. I don't want to try anymore.
Right now I'm not consciously planning to die, but maybe subconsciously I am. This purging without and within.
I think you are attractive. I think a life with you could be enjoyable, but I know that that life only exists in my dreams. I don't even know you yet. Could I be falling in love with you? I know it'll hurt you. I know you won't understand, but I have to do what's right for myself. Maybe it is time to start over.

I'm reaching a dilemma with my posts. Those who read them will think it is about them, when it isn't, and the ones it is about, they won't realise it.

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