||[Jun. 20th, 2006|10:31 pm]
okay, now the self-questionning is kicking in.|
i phoned my bf and asked him to break his computer blockout time to talk to me online when he gets off work...
so, now I am telling myself that I am being too needy; that it's this kind of thing that will make him tire of me.
i just want to take a handful of pills and sleep until i don't care anymore. :(