Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,
Peripheral
nineveh_rains

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I wish I could talk to you the way we used to.
I wish I could tell you that I'm 22 and still sleep with a security blanket.
I wish I could talk to you about how I listen to my Sesame Street tapes in my walkman so no one else hears them and my "It's Okay to Say No" tape. I listened to that tape at least 30 times in my life, and I still let him touch me when I didn't want him to. They tell me it wasn't my fault; that the situation was the same as a child... It's so hard to believe that sometimes. But your relatives are supposed to support you, not take advantage of you... But then, he's sick too...
And that feeling. "I still wish I could have married you." I now know that that is the worst feeling you could possibly feel. It's worse than having your heart broken. If I had know at the time... well, things might have been different, but I guess now I can sympathise with you.
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