Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

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Can't anyone help me heal?

I feel like such a loser. I feel like all I am is a periferary to anyone's life. I'm not actually a part, just there on the sidelines to fill up space and time when there is nothing else to do.

I just want to have a husband and some babies so that I can tell myself I am happy, because then I will have all that I want.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just to real, there's just so much that time cannot erase.

There is not much that I want, so why can't I have it?

Oh god, I am crying so hard I feel like I will faint of vomit, or both.

Everyone's life is getting better without me. *sob*sob*hyperventilate*

Yes. This is my pathetic journal. This is my pathetic life.

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