I really didn't want to wake up this morning, but I dragged myself out of bed and made it to my appointments. I slept a little after physio before chiro.
Counselling went okay, I told her about being mollested by my uncle and my relationships. We talked about my life motto (which is "Try to survive today, hope to make it to tomorrow.") and how I should try to change that.
Adam, I'm sorry. It's nothing huge, just last night I was having a crisis and I really wanted to turn to you. It just felt like no one was there, but I ended up talking to garthic and Graham, and then hokus_mouse called me.
I just want to feel desired again.
I just need to be fucked good and hard so I can get all this emotion out.