December 13th, 2009


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Not doing so well right now.

Was looking forward to the concert all day but once we started, I didn't want to be there. My anxiety got pretty bad but I made it through. Glad to be home right now.

I feel fat and useless. Being broke doesn't help any.

Beth asked me to do a song with her about bridesmaids. I told her I'd try. I've never been a bridesmaid; I've never been in anyone's wedding. (Cue thoughts of "I'm not important".)

I don't know what to do right now. I guess I'll try to keep myself distracted until bedtime.
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