I still feel like shit.
It's too fucking cold to go out for a cigarette, but I don't think I want one anyway. I want to get stoned. I feel like throwing up and I have stomach cramps. I'm over-reacting to something that happened this morning. I am so angry about something someone tried to do nice for me. So pissed off. Irrational. So angry I have been shaking all day. Or maybe that's from residual withdrawl. What I do know is that I am physically addicted to my sedative. I used to be able to skip a night and just be tired from not sleeping. Definately can not do that anymore. Well, if we weren't snowed in, it would have been okay, cuz I would have just taken them when I was dropped off. But yeah, life is a bitch and she's got rabies. I'm still feeling really depressed and self-destructive, but so far I'm holding my own. I had a horrible dream last night and I really wish I could stop dreaming about that place.
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I would kill myself?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. would you ever date me?