June 14th, 2006

flight

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poisoned emotions to haunt your dreams
waking up to silent screams
crying for help, the words won't come out
move on as a preprogrammed creature
flight

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I spent my "resting" hours being forced to watch childhood assult, and in the end, having to confess that that was my family that everyone had just seen. I left to try to get to my therapist but I couldn't remember where the office was, and when I tried to find Jamie for help, he was playing a hockey game. I am woken from this torment by a frantic phone call from my sister. Her new car is wrecked. Her new car is wrecked. I am supposed to sing tonight after facing all of this? Because I feel obligated. Because I have missed several weeks. Kay would understand, but I would still feel that I had let her down. Hope and Fear. I wish they would break up, severe all ties, grow to dispise each other.
flight

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Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
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