December 8th, 2005


Who wants an Xmas card?

Any of you here on my LJ friends list, I would like to send you a Christmas card. If I don't already have your address, please email it to me, unless you do not wish to receive one. (My email address is listed in my user info.)

Mrs Heinsohn, I definately want your address! Paulii, you know I already have yours. Same with Kim, Kacy, Laura and anyone I have met in person. If you haven't been mentioned, I don't have your address. I would love to send a greeting to all of you so please inform me at your earliest convenience. :)
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What Will nineveh_rains Get ?
Xmas pressie predictor
Big wooly jumper knitted by deepbluewalls
Pair of Socks from __slowtalk
Bottle of Whiskey from sheeza_cool_cat
Cd from obscured_exile
Something Cuddly from oceanicundertow
Something Intoxicating from mizz_purple
Something Silly from beta_bee
Something Funny from argonsloth
Lump of coal from slickwillie
Something Pretty from sprucemoose
Something Shiny from hokus_mouse
Something Naughty from soap
Something Smelly from naytomorrow
Something Breakable from sashy
Something Useful from scarlet_lili
Something not useful from emotionalruin
The Black and Decker Tool Kit from c_carcarias
Livejournal account from sub2330
The Make-up Bag from neesha
Stack of DVDs from rock_the_bunny
Something Geeky from k_girl


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tomato-you are different, and being different is
something to be proud of. Deep down you have
something, even if you havent figured it out
yet. You have something that no one else has.
Like the tomato, it comes from a different
place than other fruits. Instead of a tree, you
are more down to earth and have a differnt
perspective on life. If you could just be more
positive you could be more like the orange and
be happier.

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Today was a good day.

After my horrible breakdown last night, today was really good! Jamie came and picked me up around 1pm and I got refills for my dayplanner and sent out some parcels. Then we went to BestBuy and WalMart; I bought the Aeon Flux series for $40 and some NeoCitron and a bottle of multivitamin because I am running out. We stopped off at a sports store so he could get something that he needs for hockey and we also went to Summit Direct so he could buy a Christmas gift for his brother. After that, we came back here and watched all 4 episodes of P.A.N.I.C.S., and it was a really good day. After Jamie left, I had a short nap until Leah called to talk about shoes. :P After that, I went downstairs to make a cd and spent almost 3 hours writing Christmas cards and I am only halfway done! lol! When I decided to take a break, I spent the rest of the night reading email and catching up here on LJ. :) Which brings us to now. :)
After I post this, I am going to bed, but I also wanted to say that I get to see Jamie again! :) We hardly ever see each other more than once a week but tomorrow I will get to see him for two days in a row! :) Tomorrow is his first hockey game and I am going to watch and I think it will be fun and it makes me feel warmfuzzies that he actually asked me to come! :) Things have really took a turn in our relationship since my birthday. He is more open about his feelings and has been so supportive of me and expressive and things just feel a whole lot more intimate and certain and I really like that.
So the happiness of today made up for the horrible horrible breakdown that I had last night that I can't even really remember that much about it, all I know is that I haven't felt that bad since I was in the psych ward and it scared me a little. I was kinda afraid that Jamie was gonna call the ER on me, but I didn't do anything bad. I did think about cutting, but I just kept telling myself that I couldn't and that I've been doing so good lately; not to ruin it.
I think part of the reason I have been feeling good lately (excluding last night) is because I have been keeping my days full. On Sunday I was supposed to have a preformance with choir, but it got cancelled because everyone was sick. I didn't mind because I was still getting over a cold and the only reason I was going to go if it wasn't cancelled was because my mom was going to come. On Saturday and Sunday I spent most of the time reinstalling everything on my laptop for my new harddrive that J gave me for my birthday. :) Before that, I spent a few days with my Moose and we saw Harry Potter as my birthday gift from my aunt and as part of the tradition that I am carrying on even though my bestfriend can't come with me anymore. Then on Monday, I spent the day wraping Christmas gifts and yesterday I went to Dunnville with Leah and dad and shopping today with J; writing Christmas cards, and watching hockey tomorrow. I have no idea what I will be doing after tomorrow but I'm sure I will find something. I don't know why, but I always feel energised around the holidays and get a lot of projects done, so I'm sure I will work on some of those.
Anyway, I have rambled long enough and really should get some sleep.
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