December 29th, 2004

flight

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You know what, Mel? I don't exist either. I'm sorry that you feel bad.
I feel as though a giant fist is crumpling my soul like a discarded piece of paper. I have no reasons to live. I have no reason to die. My life is not mine; I am not in control.

Being ignored sucks.
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flight

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Dear Michelle,
I am sorry for all the times I have let you down. I blame other people because I do not feel that I have any control over my life. I wish you were here right now because I need to know that you love me. :( I am so cold and broken. And alone.
flight

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I've been having really wierd dreams lately but I finally got my The Cheat today! x) (So happy.) I also got a book my gf sent me. Now all I need is a blue highlighter :)
*hugs*