October 1st, 2004


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Well, I got my period today, so I am cramptastic.
Did nothing today. Well, went to HHC, had an anxiety attack so she said next time she'll come to the Y. Andrea called some places to look for me to stay but everywhere closes early on the weekends.
I slept from 3-5.
Oh yeah, went to meet Shelley at OW but didn't see her.
Started reading a new book.
Waiting to go hang with Bill.
Graham isn't coming to see me so I told him to forget about me.
not much else. Gonna play Big Money til Bill shows up.
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Because I'm bored

from rock_the_bunny
First best friend: Amanda Anthony
First car: n/a
First date: Peter Moore
First real kiss: Justin Guisendorf
First screen name: joincrew50
First self purchased CD: Oasis - What's The Story morning Glory?
First pets: Maisey - grey Persian cat
First piercing/tattoo: ears, for OAC prom
First musician you remember hearing in your house: my father playing the organ

Last cigarette: 30 min ago
Last car ride: Tuesday to Hamilton
Last kiss: not counting my mom, my duck
Last good cry: 3 days ago
Last library book checked out: no idea, it's been years
Last movie seen: umm...Jurassic Park III?
Last beverage drank: iced tea
Last food consumed: pie
Last crush: j_cat
Last phone call: just called my mom
Last time showered: not in awhile, I've switched to baths
Last shoes worn: I only have one pair
Last cd played: something while I was at Homewood. I only have tapes here.
Last item bought: a phone call
Last annoyance: my roomate waking me up in the middle of the night asking for cigarettes
Last disappointment: Bill not being able to come by (but I can live with that)
Last shirt worn: wearing one I picked up 2 nights ago.
Last website visited: LJ, Popcap, Hotmail
Last word you said: you
Last song you sang: um... something from Run Lola Run (maybe Believe?)
What color socks are you wearing? light grey
What color of underwear are you wearing? pink
What's under your bed? my bags, books, a notebook, bug spray
What time did you wake up today? 9:46am, then I slept from 3pm-5pm

where do you want to go? Hamilton
What is your career going to be? cripple
Where are you going to live? A group home, or with my Moose when she is done travelling
How many kids do you want? 3: 2 boys, 1 girl, that order
What kind of car(s): I like Mazdas

Current mood: meh
Current music: nothing
Current taste: double bubble
Current hair: back to original
Current clothes: black with camoflague stripes, yellowy-green shirt
Current annoyance(s): can't get higher on Big Money
Current desktop picture: this isn't my computer
Current book: umm... The Dark Rising (or something like that)
Current color of toenails: still some pearlmoon left over from grad
Current hate: being stuck here

(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done

(x) been drunk
(x) been high
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
(_) been fired or laid off
(_) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(_) had a crush on a teacher (but he doesn teach me)
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(x) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa.
(_) Punched a friend
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been Snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college, community
(x) had sexual intercourse of any kind
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now


1. Nervous Habits? things that I do when I get anxious
2. Are you double jointed? no
3. Can you roll your tongue? no
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? don't think so
5. Can you blow spit bubble? why would I want to?
6. Can you cross your eyes? yes.
7. Tattoos? none
8. Piercings and where? ears
9. Make your bed daily? yeah, I have to

10. Which shoe goes on first? I don't know
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? probably
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? $0
14. Favorite piece of clothing? um.. my crazy lady shirt, but I've retired it. I want to frame it.

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? no
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? I don't have a cabinet
19. What's your favourite beverage? Electric Blue Jolt
20. What's your favorite restaurant? nowhere in particular
21. Do you cook? not here

22. How often do you brush your teeth? after I take a bath or if I'm going out somewhere
23. Hair drying method? air dry
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yep, on my best-friend's last birthday

25. Do you swear? yeh
26. Do you ever spit? no, I hate it

27. Animal? kitties!
28. Food? rice
29. Month? August
30. Day? I dunno. Tuesdays, cuz I see my mom.
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? Gaz
32. Shoe Brand? BUM
33. Subject in school? I'm finished school
34. Color? blue or purple
35. Sport? sleeping
36. TV show? CSI or Stargate

41. The CD player? it's not here
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? my mom
43. Ever taken a cab? yes
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? no
45. What color is your bedroom? it doesn't really have a colour
46. Do you use an alarm clock? yes but I never wake up when it goes off
47. Window seat or aisle? window

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? kinda on my side/stomach
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yes
50. Do you snore? yeah, sometimes
51. Do you sleepwalk? no
52. Do you talk in your sleep? only to tell my roomate to shut up
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? not here
54. How about with the light on? if I'm really depressed. It's my demented spotlight
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or raido on? sometimes if my roomate has her radio on

-.F I R S T.T H I N G S.F I R S T.-
[my name is]: SarahM!
[in the morning i am]: tired
[all I need is]: someone to love me
[love is]: fading and intangible, like mist
[I'm afraid of]: dogs, vaccumes, bridges, elevators
[I dream about]: wierd things

-.F A V O R I T E S.-
[COLOR]: blue or purple
[SUBJECT:] I'm not in school!
[CLOTHING BRAND:] whatever fits
[DRINK:] Electric Blue
[ANIMAL:] cat
[HOLIDAY:] *shrug* They've all become pretty much meaningless...
[FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE:] "I'm teaching myself to smoke. The doctors call it an affirmation of life."
[BAND:] Everclear, BNL, Matchbox 20
[MOVIE:] The Bourne Identity

-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[pictured your crush naked?]: yes.
[actually seen your crush naked]: yes.
[had sex]: yes.
[made love]: yes
[been in love]: yes
[cried when someone died]: yes

-.W H O.-
[makes you laugh the most?]: my Moose and my best friend
[makes you smile]: Adam J. Barker
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: I don't see many people
[has a crush on you?]: Graham Love
[easiest to talk to]: Adam

-D O.Y O U.E V E R.-
[sit on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: well, most of the night
[save aol/aim conversations]: yes
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: sometimes
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: yes

-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[fallen for your best friend]: well, my ex became my best friend
[been rejected]: yes
[rejected someone]: yes
[used someone]: mutually
[been cheated on]: yes
[done something you regret]: oh, hell yes!

-.W H O.W A S.T H E.L A S T.P E R S O N.-
[you talked to on the phone]: my mom
[hugged]: Breanna
[you instant messaged]: ducky
[you laughed with]: I don't remember laughing

-.D O.Y O U / A R E.Y O U.-
[smoke cigarettes]: yes
[obsessive]: sometimes
[could you live without the computer?] yeh, but it would suck
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: which list?
[what's your favorite food?]: rice
[whats your favorite fruit?]:nectarines
[drink alcohol?]: not since Kalena's birthday
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: not really
[what hurts the most?]: mistakes I have made
[trust others way too easily?]: sometimes

-.N U M B E R.-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: twice that matters
[of hearts u have broken?]: 2 that I know of
[of continents I have lived in?]: just Canada
[of drugs taken illegally?]: just pot
[of tight friends?]: I have to best friends: Kalena and my duck
[of cd's that I own?]: over 300
[of scars on my body ?]: ~4
[of things in my past that I regret?]: just one major thing

-.P I C K.O N E.-
[CATS OR DOGS:] kitties!
[1 PILLOW OR 2]: 2
[W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES: ] without
[TOP OR BOTTOM :] Bottom
[NIGHT OR DAY:] night
[DRESSED OR UNDRESSED:] clothes (briefly suffered gymnophobia)
[BUNK OR WATER BED]: I've always wanted a bunk bed
[MTV OR VH1: ] I don't get cable and I'm not American
[LOVE OR LUST:] love in the long run
[SILVER OR GOLD:] silver

-.I F.Y O U.C O U L D.-
[Move anywhere:] Hamilton or Australia
[Meet one famous person:] Robin Williams
[Live with one person the rest of your life:] Moose, or Duck, or K-girl
[Name one thing you love:] my putchy cat *cries*
[Name one thing that embarrasses you:] I dunno
[Do you like school?] when I don't suck at it
[Do you like to talk on the telephone?] depends with who. not really tho
[Do you like to dance? ] I wish I could
[Do you sing in the shower?] no
[Do you think cheerleading is a sport?]: only as much as gymnastics
[What's on your ceiling?] it's a drop ceiling with flurescent lights
[What's the hardest thing about growing up?] dealing with the past
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