December 7th, 2003


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I had a bad episode tonight. I was really close to losing it. I don't really know what to say. I know why it happened (I missed meds two nights ago) and I know what triggers it (lonliness), but there's not really anything I can do. Well, at least I am studying for Philosophy, even though I really need to shower. I binged on a box of Reeces' Pieces the moment I woke up. I really need to go swimming, it is the best way for me to destress. :(
I am also hiding in my room. I think Susan is in the living room and I just don't want to see her right now. Anyway, I should stop procrastinating.