November 21st, 2003

flight

I've been listening to this song a lot lately

spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
  • Current Music
    Angel - Sarah McLachlan
flight

"If I wear a strap-on, can I be the black mage?"

(Completely unrelated to the title.)
I need to stop thinking about this, but at the same time, I think it is better that I do think about it instead of ignoring it or acting as though it never happened.
You are lucky I did not turn into some kind of psycho-stalker freak, cuz it would be so easy to do...
I saw her today, and you know, it wasn't even a big deal, because we both looked at each other as if we had never met.

But you still do not deserve to go on with your life glitch free for dumping me out like that.