February 27th, 2003

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Why am I so awake???!

I've only slept for about 5 hours and have a midterm in an hour! Well, this gives me a few additional minutes to cram.
Mmmm...frozen carrot cake for breakfast...

Think I'm getting a pretty bad cough... can't really tell yet. My rugburn is still stinging and there's a blister on my heel (stupid Marc boots) *whines*
I'll survive.
  • Current Music
    It's Gonna Be Me - 'N Sync
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Things I notice about myself

When I can't handle a situation, I hide.
When there is an issue between myself and another, I tend to overly discuss it. To them the matter will seem closed, but I have this need to pick every little piece of it apart. Not at once, mind you, but over several hours if not days... We'll discuss it, and it'll be okay, but then I'm not sure if I explained things properly or if I misunderstood. Why do I spend so much time thinking about these things? I know why though. It's because I'm afraid of what people will think of me, and I dislike it greatly when they have the wrong impression. Gre! Why do I place so much of my selfworth into their hands?! Answer: acceptance.
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Stimulation

Why are there so many sexy boys coming into my life?! WHY?!
The madness!!!!
Someone stop me before I turn into a drooling slut bunny! Oh wait, it's too late for that. *grins*
*makes out with photograph some more*
You are so fucking tasty!
*drools*
  • Current Music
    some J-pop playing on Marc's laptop