Okay, so I haven't spent any time with them one on one, but why is it that both my new friends are first year males? This is by no means a complaint, but I'm getting confused. I always hung out with older guys before. Not older older, but guys either at least my age or a few years ahead. So now I'm being drawn to those a few years younger than me. What is this? Some kind of double shadow? So I can see myself in both the past and the future? Well, you told me I needed to get people to depend on me more... I hope this doesn't fuck me up anymore. Friends are a good thing, right?