Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

The year in review

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Had casual sex

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't think I made any and I don't plan on starting

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Not yet

5. What countries did you visit?
Not even the U.S. of A.

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
Good grades, a regular schedule, some kind of plan for my life

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Thanksgiving. I haven't lost it that bad in ages.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Doing better for myself: staying on meds and going to group

9. What was your biggest failure?
Having Adam hate me

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes. Injuries from the car wreck and my usual mental illness

11. What was the best thing you bought?
DVD player (even tho it's a piece of crap), some books on BPD

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My mom's.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Adam for bailing out on me the way he did after becoming someone I could depend on for anything

14. Where did most of your money go?
I have money???

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I don't think anything. Maybe when Ron said I could play my character...

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
Unwell - Matchbox 20

17. Compare yourself to this time last year.
Still struggling with my illness but in a less panicky sort of way.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Life experiences

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Spending time ill or hospitalised

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With my sis, doing nothing. Yelling at the kitten. Taking care of my baby.

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
No, but I think my heart is breaking...

23. How many one-night stands?
None of them last a single night ;)

24. What was your favorite TV program?
CSI: Crime Scene Investigation

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Tom S, although it is not completely his fault

26. What was the best book you read?
The Salmon of Doubt, Douglas Adams

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

28. What did you want and get?
Evanessence cd

29. What did you want and not get?
good grades

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
The last Samaurai

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
My sister threw a surprise party for me. I turned 22

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Attending Obt and meeting Tamara from KW

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?

34. What kept you sane?
Nothing. BG helps

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Halle Berry

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Anything involving Americans annoys me

37. Who did you miss?
Mandy, Lis

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Tamara, Phil, Ron, Sara, Candice, Doug

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003
It's okay to do what you have to do, no matter who disagrees with you.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
Going Under - Evanessence
now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under

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