Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

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Lonliness comes at midnight.

I'm just gonna sit here and type for awhile. The lonliness hits hardest at night. If I can make myself believe that people actually care enough to read this, then maybe my feelings actually mean something. I know, I know, they should mean something on the sole basis that I feel them - but they don't. If no one knows or cares how I feel, how meaningful can it be? I know this sounds egocentric, but I really don't get it.
It's funny how all the songs going though my head right now involve the word breathe...something I'm not generally good at. Yes, it IS supposed to be an instinct, but my body doesn't seem to be aware of that.
Thanks for that song, Jamie. I've liked it for awhile and never had a clue who it was by or what it was called. That tends to happen to me a lot.
I probably should pull myself from this pit of quicksand called self-pity and get on with my homework. I've decided to drop 3JJ3 so that I don't fail it. I can never stay awake in that class, not cuz it's boring, but because I'm so tired all the time now.

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