I need to stop thinking about you.
Obviously I am not what you want, in any aspect. Maybe I'm wrong, it's just been so long. I'm just feeling totally useless in this "role" as a friend.
I still want to do the things you told me we would. Finish my game, and the movies we'd see, and just being that body when you need some company. If I can't do anything else as a friend, than that's all I ask. I can't make you tell me about your problems or accept any offers out. I just miss knowing you the way I did.