Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

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My Illness

I'm not actually sure that living this way is the best. I think it's letting me become more dependant. All I know is that I feel more frail and childlike with each passing day. I'm incredibly worried that my negative behaviours are being reinforced. If I was alone I'd be forced to be self-sufficient... *sigh* I am so confused and scared, almost as if preparing to go in for surgury or to the ER...Sometimes I can't even face the day - like today.
ANd I hate this inability to cry!

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