Peripheral (nineveh_rains) wrote,

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You keep making it harder for me to believe you

I still can't believe how easy it is for you to erase me out of your life. If you think things are just going to resume the way they were you are wrong. After how much I tried to include you and know you and all you do is shut me out and go along as if I don't exist. There are a lot worse girls out there than me. Why are you so stuck on wanting what you can't have? But then, I might ask myself the same question. You say you are busy. Well, you seem to have time to call her everyday and go away all the time. There is so much I want to say but it would only be slander. I really shouldn't let you get to me like this. I do feel used, but that was made clear right from the beginning that that's all it was. This is mostly my fault for not being able to let go. I have a hard time letting go of things. It's hard for me not to be angry with you for the way things turned out, but at the same time I don't think the fault lies more heavily on either of us.

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