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*whine whine cry cry* [Apr. 23rd, 2010|10:12 pm]
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[Current Location |my house]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

I feel like I am constantly reaching out, and that I am only acknowledged when it is convenient for others. To whom shall I ever be a priority? I just want to completely belong.

It hurts so much. :(
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[User Picture]From: trixieross
2010-04-24 03:36 am (UTC)
big hugs <3
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-04-24 09:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you. <3
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[User Picture]From: gallius
2010-04-24 08:50 am (UTC)
Hey, hey hey, this better not be me, haven't had comp access in a week.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-04-24 09:26 pm (UTC)
No, Todd. It's not anyone specific, it's how I feel in general and I feel like this often, I just happen to forget once in a while.

*hugs*
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[User Picture]From: gallius
2010-04-25 05:52 am (UTC)
Were that I could cathartically dispel such things with a wave of my hand.

*hug*
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-04-25 07:18 pm (UTC)
You are sweet. Your finace is lucky! *hugs*
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[User Picture]From: gallius
2010-04-26 02:20 am (UTC)
Awh! *snug snug* Hang in there girlie!
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[User Picture]From: momiji_neyuki
2010-04-24 12:14 pm (UTC)
You already know if I could, I would be there in a heartbeat. Why is it the closest people live so far away. ;-;
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-04-24 09:26 pm (UTC)
Thank you for being the best possible online friend. I definately know you would if you could. Thank you. *hug*
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[User Picture]From: love_war_snow
2010-04-24 09:45 pm (UTC)
Is it kind of like the feeling that nothing is enough. Like feeling like you're not enough for anyone. I used to feel like that a lot. Seems like sort of the same theme. I dont know. You belong one hundred percent to yourself and that's all anyone else can have either. But we make the most of these relationships we do have. I wish you would hold yourself and tell yourself that you really are there for yourself. You really do belong. Anyway I hope some of this made sense. Ily. Feel better.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-04-25 02:34 am (UTC)
Thank you. It did make sense and I agree. I guess I need to start valuing myself more.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-04-25 09:36 pm (UTC)
Anything less than all sometimes seems like nothing.

Yes. Exactly.
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[User Picture]From: xlife_n_deathx
2010-04-30 11:33 pm (UTC)
*hugs*

I'd come visit if I could.
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[User Picture]From: nineveh_rains
2010-05-01 07:53 pm (UTC)
I know you would. Thank you.
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