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[Oct. 5th, 2007|01:44 pm]
Peripheral
I think I have a grasp over the words at the moment, so I want to write down while I can.
I seem to substitute people. Currently substituting the religious influence in my life. I feel like I substitute my two best friends for each other whenever I am out of contact with either of them for an extended period of time. I'm not sure if this applies to lovers, but may be an explanation for "serial dating" (in the past).

Lyrics from "Indestructable", "Jenni's Song", "A Boy & His Machine Gun" (all by Matthew Good) keep running through my head:

We won't say a thing
While you give your life away
Give your life away
We won't say a thing
While you give your life away

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were you dead way before tonight?
throw it back and stay awhile
i've seen red most of my little life
throw it back, we'll die awhile

i know what it means 'you got me'
we're not sick we just need it for the weekends
on mondays it's gone
i used to think i was invisible beside you'd crumble
you wait for it and you wait for it and it's gone
and you wake up and nobody knows
that i've loved you buried alive

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So fuck you and your principles
Fuck whatever made me
Perhaps you think I'm evil
What does it matter if we're crazy?
Fuck you and your principles
Fuck whatever made me
Perhaps you think I'm evil
What does it matter if
Matter if we're crazy
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