||[Sep. 26th, 2007|01:33 am]
|||||The Lover After Me - Savage garden||]|
It would serve me right to fall in love with someoneand have them leave me. I mean, a full-blown serious relationship, not we've dated a few times and it isn't clicking. I always end up leaving first. My mom thinks this is because of my father treating me like crap.
I've broken enough hearts. Bring on the payback.
Or maybe I just want "proof" that I'm not good enough.
The only two rejections I've been through were only casual affairs; very easily written off.
Don't ask me why I feel I deserve this, I just do. I know it's fucked up; that's the way I am.