||[Sep. 12th, 2007|01:33 pm]
So, he never came online last night. I'm thinking maybe to wait a week and call again to see if I can get an email address from him. I dunno, at least I have therapy tomorrow, but I'm worried about making my appointment. I've been really treating myself like crap since yesterday. I'm 98% sure this is due to mainly subconscious feelings of abandonment. I only just woke up a few minutes ago, 2 and a half hours later than I usually get up... *sigh*
Oh, and on top of this, I get an IM from Kalena asking for my phone #, saying that she has "something important" to tell me. *cue anxiety*
I more than likely won't go to choir tonight. I feel like too much crap to call for a ride. I don't even feel like doing anything at all. I'll probably end up wasting time on the internet all day.