||[Aug. 16th, 2007|04:16 pm]
Went for my lab work this morning. I wasn't told that I was required to give a urine sample, so I'll have to go back for that.|
I had another horribly violent dream with J in it. In this one, I was bashing his head in and spraying him in the face with a can of Lysol. The more I hurt him, the more he smiled because I was "paying attention" to him. This, of course, only made me angrier. *sigh* I'm guessing that this is projection of some sort, but I don't know what to do about it.
I also got a frustrated sounding IM from Kalena, so I'm not in a great mood right now. I finished season 4 of Angel and I read a book called Letters From A Nut. It was kind of dumb.
Anyway, now I'm in between projects and feeling bummed. Also could be PMS. It doesn't help that no one will be home tonight. :(