||[Jun. 9th, 2007|05:42 pm]
So, last night, my dream was that papere died and Kalena never told me. She hadn't even told me that he was sick, and I was so mad. Michelle was there and she didn't understand why I was so angry and sad. K and I were both bawling our eyes out. Apparently I found out before the service, so that softened my anger a bit, but it was in this place where they had all kinds of services and papere's was this cheap setup and everyone was like wtf over that b/c the family is Catholic (IRL) and he deserved something so much better. Then K wanted to mark his coffin somehow, so she drew a cross on it, but this lady said "Oh, that will come out easily." As if it was a blemish to be removed. So, later on, we are still crying but I start thinking of and asking really inappropriate questions, such as: would he be buried beside mamere at mile 105 (I'll have to ask K-girl what the actual # is), if the house would be sold, and if papere had told anyone where the gold was (because he is the only one who knows where it is, and if he dies, no one will know, and what good will it do anyone then)? So, yeah, it's obvious that sub-consciously I am worried that I will never see papere again. He is so nice and always tells me he thinks of me as family.
In other news, my throat still feels scratchy and a lymph node on the right side of my neck is really swollen. ie. my neck is sore even when I'm not poking at it. The rest of my body is still achey as well, and I was sweating like crazy this morning, but all in all I am feeling better than I was the rest of the week.
Ian came home this morning and made breakfast! x) Everyone helped him move stuff. I gave him a fan and helped move drawers. He gave me a goldfishy for putting fishies in (crackers), gummy frogs (I luv thems), and chocolate covered ginger (mmm, two aphrodesiacs in one!). :) He also pronounced my lappy dead, but I really wasn't expecting anything else. So I salvaged my HD, but am not yet sure if it is readable (some of the pins got bent).
I just started the rug-hooking project Elaine gave me, and I watched Freedomland. It wasn't very good at all. 3-Iron, I watched last night and is buy-worthy in my book.
Oh yeah, last night I forgot to mention that my MOO cards arrived in the mail. I already promised one to Paulii.